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Current Residence: Sault Ste. Marie, Ont. & Canmore, AB Canada
Favourite genre of music: Metal Industrial D&B Breakbeat Too many to list
Favourite photographer: The one looking through the lens.
Favourite style of art: Surreal.
Operating System: XP Media Centre Edition
MP3 player of choice: Winamp w/ MMD3
Shell of choice: wtf is a shell? a skin? a theme?
Wallpaper of choice: Suicide. www.vuni.net/b/suicide.jpg
Favourite cartoon character: Evil Monkey hands down. Don't forget about Duckman, R&S, as well as Pink Panther.
Personal Quote: Life looked interesting from afar. Upon closer inspection, I saw that nothing begets nothing.
Favourite genre of music: Metal Industrial D&B Breakbeat Too many to list
Favourite photographer: The one looking through the lens.
Favourite style of art: Surreal.
Operating System: XP Media Centre Edition
MP3 player of choice: Winamp w/ MMD3
Shell of choice: wtf is a shell? a skin? a theme?
Wallpaper of choice: Suicide. www.vuni.net/b/suicide.jpg
Favourite cartoon character: Evil Monkey hands down. Don't forget about Duckman, R&S, as well as Pink Panther.
Personal Quote: Life looked interesting from afar. Upon closer inspection, I saw that nothing begets nothing.
Favourite Visual Artist
not gonna choose
Favourite Movies
Currently? Requiem for a Dream ...again. Anime? Akira/Animatrix.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Nine Inch Nails, Pantera, Sublime, Etc. (roots) too many to list
Favourite Writers
Me? Haha nvm. You.
Favourite Games
Quake 3 (soon to be Quake 4)
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Tools of the Trade
My hands, My eyes, and my experiences. Maybe a bag of tricks helps too..
Other Interests
Watching you.
Progressive life failure
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So I haven't been able to get here much, (the browser window likes to crash very often) and I've been quite busy with appts and stuff. The doc has stepped up my lithium again. I have a disgustingly high tolerance for the stuff. (like all substances) So when I went there for the formality of her saying I could step up my dose, I got quite a shock when she came in with her utmost cheery bedside manner. It was meant to put me at ease, but the effect (more like strange behaviour) was lost on me. "We got the test results back for your heart as well as your pulmonary functions." She tells me. Then she tells me that I have emphysema. Oh yeah and as
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64mb blazing fury
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What do you do with a pooter when you type for 3 minutes and then wait for another 3 minutes for it to catch up? I won't be posting many projects this month because I appear to be quite limited in resources for the time being.
Instaloans managed to get most of my money that I was going to use for rent this month, and now I am forced to stay in a room. It's not so bad, except that I have no space to call my own really, have to be really quiet, and have to work with a dell 233mhz system with 64mb ram, 2mb vidcard, win98 and absolutely no storage space. On the plus side there is broadband here, but it appears to be like filling a cup with a fir
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Lithium
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Well, I am back from Alberta. I have things in a much better perspective right now. The doc gave me Lithium, and it has done alot to keep me level, and not freaking out or going overboard with stuff.. I got great pics while I was in the mountains, as well as some pics at the Calgary zoo, and I took a black and white set at the Nine Inch Nails concert, and got pretty close to Trent. I will post the pics when I develop them, as well I will talk about the trip more when I feel chatty. I will also get around to looking at all of my friends stuff they have posted since I have been gone. Tonight tho, I am just going to upload some new stuff and ol
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Hey! You should check out ~ssm-deviants 
Hey hun, you should join :ssm-deviants:!
wow it's been too long...how have you been after all this time?
I am terrible but ok I guess. My brother just passed away in Aug. and I fled to another town (Windsor) and I am eeking out something there. I actually hope to post and follow you and others more here. The last year has been a flying shit-fest. What goes on with you?
alot within the past year aswell my friend.
i left the school i currently was attending, for another school that was cheaper yet less satisfing then i thought i was going to be.. i moved in with my girlfriend, not exactly sure that was a good decision see that living/working and going to school has seemed to put a strain on our reltationship. i've found myself unsure of just about everything in my life now. which hasn't really led me into much growth or creative expansion. and to top everything all off my grandfather of 92 years of age passed away last week. i was very close to him. this has been a loss that has really hit me hard. i want to leave this town, my job and the family that doesn't much care for me. this rutine is old...and i'm getting old. anyway...i hope things start looking up. i send you my condolences over the loss of your brother. hang in there.
-john
i left the school i currently was attending, for another school that was cheaper yet less satisfing then i thought i was going to be.. i moved in with my girlfriend, not exactly sure that was a good decision see that living/working and going to school has seemed to put a strain on our reltationship. i've found myself unsure of just about everything in my life now. which hasn't really led me into much growth or creative expansion. and to top everything all off my grandfather of 92 years of age passed away last week. i was very close to him. this has been a loss that has really hit me hard. i want to leave this town, my job and the family that doesn't much care for me. this rutine is old...and i'm getting old. anyway...i hope things start looking up. i send you my condolences over the loss of your brother. hang in there.
-john
i am on a mission to talk to every Canadian on DA, so yeah,
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Hi
Hi back I guess. I haven't made it on here much since Xmas 05